I am returning to this blog after I think 7 years now. Mostly things have changed. somethings haven't. I still remain the short and fat one. All other stuff has changed.
For anyone who is revisiting this blog, please don't go any further because I want this to be my personal diary. I believe no one would as for the past 7 years, no body has visited this.
Much has changed since school. I am a nift graduate and presently pursuing my masters in fashion after 2 years of work experience. Some of my school people I am in touch with, but mostly they are remembered as a distant dream.
Life is not going good.... because I ma not making it go good. "You are defined y your choices". My choices so far, have been wrong. But I guess everything happens for good. I believe in it. I took the easy way out. So now I will have to toil.
Seemingly I am doing good. Used to earn at par with my friends, have a respectable CV, a very supportive family and very good friends. Have a friend who is ready to fund my shopping and take me out for dinners and long drives. But somehow, life seems empty. I have always been a very social person. Now that people are all away and growing apart, it seems scary. It is as if nothing will remain the way it used to be. I am presently 25 and have not achieved anything significant. i am very ordinary and will die ordinary because that is what I choose to be.
i am scared of not being able to achieve what I should be achieving like my counterparts. I am tired of trying to fit in. I want to do great things, but I just lose the enthusiasm. But its not too late. from tomorrow, I will do my best and try to update the blog everyday with my daily chores. Lets see how long this one lasts.
