Grown Up Now
I am returning to this blog after I think 7 years now. Mostly things have changed. somethings haven't. I still remain the short and fat one. All other stuff has changed.
For anyone who is revisiting this blog, please don't go any further because I want this to be my personal diary. I believe no one would as for the past 7 years, no body has visited this.
Much has changed since school. I am a nift graduate and presently pursuing my masters in fashion after 2 years of work experience. Some of my school people I am in touch with, but mostly they are remembered as a distant dream.
Life is not going good.... because I ma not making it go good. "You are defined y your choices". My choices so far, have been wrong. But I guess everything happens for good. I believe in it. I took the easy way out. So now I will have to toil.
Seemingly I am doing good. Used to earn at par with my friends, have a respectable CV, a very supportive family and very good friends. Have a friend who is ready to fund my shopping and take me out for dinners and long drives. But somehow, life seems empty. I have always been a very social person. Now that people are all away and growing apart, it seems scary. It is as if nothing will remain the way it used to be. I am presently 25 and have not achieved anything significant. i am very ordinary and will die ordinary because that is what I choose to be.
i am scared of not being able to achieve what I should be achieving like my counterparts. I am tired of trying to fit in. I want to do great things, but I just lose the enthusiasm. But its not too late. from tomorrow, I will do my best and try to update the blog everyday with my daily chores. Lets see how long this one lasts.
For anyone who is revisiting this blog, please don't go any further because I want this to be my personal diary. I believe no one would as for the past 7 years, no body has visited this.
Much has changed since school. I am a nift graduate and presently pursuing my masters in fashion after 2 years of work experience. Some of my school people I am in touch with, but mostly they are remembered as a distant dream.
Life is not going good.... because I ma not making it go good. "You are defined y your choices". My choices so far, have been wrong. But I guess everything happens for good. I believe in it. I took the easy way out. So now I will have to toil.
Seemingly I am doing good. Used to earn at par with my friends, have a respectable CV, a very supportive family and very good friends. Have a friend who is ready to fund my shopping and take me out for dinners and long drives. But somehow, life seems empty. I have always been a very social person. Now that people are all away and growing apart, it seems scary. It is as if nothing will remain the way it used to be. I am presently 25 and have not achieved anything significant. i am very ordinary and will die ordinary because that is what I choose to be.
i am scared of not being able to achieve what I should be achieving like my counterparts. I am tired of trying to fit in. I want to do great things, but I just lose the enthusiasm. But its not too late. from tomorrow, I will do my best and try to update the blog everyday with my daily chores. Lets see how long this one lasts.
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