11/04/2014

This is the heights. I have irritated Diya Kapur and she is not going to work any more. and it will be difficult to get Pooja to do the work. I need to get Pooja do the template of my dissertation, visiting card and final poster for me. 

Anyway, apart from that, I need to start doing my Ted Baker and Research proposal also in a very tight timeline.  Also Chathuri is coming so i need to do my groceries, go to the parlour and change currencies for Copehagen, get a camera.... In short it would have been nice if I could have duplicated myself. 

Anyhow, I have cleaned my room last night and today i am planning to do the groceries and laundry. Tomorrow we are going to newstead abbey. hope things go well now.

Grown Up Now

I am returning to this blog after I think 7 years now. Mostly things have changed. somethings haven't. I still remain the short and fat one. All other stuff has changed.

For anyone who is revisiting this blog, please don't go any further because I want this to be my personal diary. I believe no one would as for the past 7 years, no body has visited this.

Much has changed since school. I am a  nift graduate and presently pursuing my masters in fashion after 2 years of work experience. Some of my school people I am in touch with, but mostly they are remembered as a distant dream.

Life is not going good.... because I ma not making it go good.  "You are defined y your choices". My choices so far, have been wrong. But I guess everything happens for good. I believe in it. I took the easy way out. So now I will have to toil.

Seemingly I am doing good. Used to earn at par with my friends, have a respectable CV, a very supportive family and very good friends. Have a friend who is ready to fund my shopping and take me out for dinners and long drives. But somehow, life seems empty. I have always been a very social person. Now that people are all away and growing apart, it seems scary. It is as if nothing will remain the way it used to be. I am presently 25 and have not achieved anything significant. i am very ordinary and will die ordinary because that is what I choose to be.

i am scared of not being able to achieve what I should be achieving like my counterparts. I am tired of trying to fit in. I want to do great things, but I just lose the enthusiasm. But its not too late. from tomorrow, I will do my best and try to update the blog everyday with my daily chores. Lets see how long this one lasts.

nautanki 2

well here comes nautanki 2. and before u start reading, let me apologize for being rude, nasty and watever bad things come to ur mind.
according to suresh sir's quiet student "our class is filled with nerds who only study and all work and no play has turned them into dumb a**es". (for her name plz refer to swati, preeja, me , rajat or nancy). but i dont quite believe in this theory. i mean yes, 2/3rd of the class is like that and the remaining one-third comprises of nerds who dont study and are dumb a**es (like me).

but yes, one thing is for sure, our class is the nautanki baaz lot of the school. i mean how many of u know that at this moment there are three very secret onesided affairs going on in our class itself? be its utsav's depression (i dont know y saksham thinks its not nautanki) or jyot's sighs when S.D. enters the class with her new hair cut, it is both irritating and fun. preeja spilling her daal on her uniform with a safedi ka chamkaar and then going to clinic with a i-will-kill-everybody-who-is-laughing-at-me expression , saagar almost kicking abhi for stepping on his new shoes, pallav being suresh sir's hot favourite student even after having pen tattoos on his arm, me screaming due to a damn chipkali sticking to the ceiling, its all a part and parcel of an average 12-b student's life.

there are other sort of nautanki as well. students publicizing that they left their coaching institutes for not making it into batch 1 and studying at home with a home tutor(god damned they still believe that i have believed them), taking chuttis for phase tests and then saying "i didnt know school was open"(with ref. to vinayak), amandeep trying to increase his attendance by proving S.D. wrong, Ms. K. A. showing special and personal animousity to Utsav, somebody stealing a physics p.c. that too of me whose handwriting is unreadable, and jyot allotting icecream flavours and saksham alotting beauty creams to girls, all form a part of nautanki of 12-b.

and to think its all a matter of months. then all of us gonna get scatterred. the lucky ones cracking iit and all (even if u r a five point someone, u r still an iit product) or going abroad and the other ppl chakkar katofying D.U. .

Over and Out (hopefully)

well, after three (to be precise 2 and a half) days of completion of the xams, here i am finally opening and trying to update my blog with some sensible stuff though i know i will eventually miserably fail in this..
anyway i know wat i am writing is complete shit, but actually tomorrow is our result and i know for sure in chemistry 33% is a distant dream and i definitely have to appear in a physics retest. the whole of 11th, i don't know about others, but i have been simply enjoying life. sometimes by bunking classes and the the other times by visiting blogs, arranging tennis matches, doing kajra re, watching t.v., downloading music and of course visiting district centre as if it is my 2nd home. i dont know after tomorrow if i will feel like connecting the net and opening the blog . but one thing is for sure, if i score more than 60%, i give a treat to all those of my class reading this blog in pizza hut (abhinav, if u r reading this then ur previous treat gets clubbed with this one).
anyway i feel this is enough of shit for now. i will try to update it with original stuff from my side. all those still wondering plz refer to the comments of the previous post. and to those of my friendas who are already in 12th , i mean sure of the fact that u will b promoted to 12th tomorrow, my best wishes and plz do pray for me .

ABC of frindship

A Friend

A: Accepts u as u are.
B: Believes in u.
C: Calls u just to say HI!
D: Doesn't give up on u.
E: Envisions the whole of u (even the unfinished parts)(no pun intended)
F: Forgives ur mistakes.
G: Gives unconditionally.
H: Helps u.
I: Invites u over.
J: Just "be" with u.
K: Keeps u close at heart.
L: Loves u for who u are.
M: Makes a difference in ur life.
N: Never misjudges u.
O: Offers support.
P: Picks u up.
Q: Quiets ur fears.
R: Raises ur spirits.
S: Says nice things about u.
T: Tells u the truth when u need to hear it.
U: Understands u.
V: Values u.
W: Walks beside u.
X: X-plain things which u dont understand.
Y: Yells when u wont listen.
Z: Zaps u back to reality.

and this is to all my friends.....thanx for being with me.

Dil Chahta Hai

i jst thought of posting something serious. so here are some lessons worth learning from D.C.H. ok guys D.C.H. by now might be quite cliched but i love it still.
Things we can learn fromDil Chahta Hai.......
*Freaking out and enjoying life doesn't need drugs or cigarettes or any other wrong actions.
*There are relationships apart from bf/gf, marriage,siblings,friendship that canbe very emotional and true. which is beyond the understanding of many people.
*And yeah even though u may be the best of friends there is always a limit which should never be crossed. Then it starts hurting...........
*Improving ur imperfections after you realize it, always take some time.
*You always don't need to show or prove your gf/bf how much u love or care about her/him, which can sound very boring and finally u r dumped.
*Never be ashamed to go back to your old friends, friends are there to understand your mistakes.
*Do not be afraid of others, always think that others r afraid of you.(Australian Beggar )
*Whenever you need your friend , remember that he is just a phone call away...distances can't separate friends
*In the end, we will remember not the words of our enemies, but the silence of our friends.
*It's the friends you can call up at 4 A. M. for that matter.]
*The only unchangeable certainty is that nothing is certain or unchangeable.
*The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch and swing with - never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had.

That's my version of DCH for u (must be bored to death by now)

To Be Or Not To Be

Here is another one. This one I wrote for Preeja.

To be or not to be…
That is the question.
To give the test or not to give,
To prepare one or to read out a speech,
To stand there with confidence or just to squeak,
That is the question.

To be or not to be …
That is the question.
To attend the class or to bunk it,
To swim across the concepts or to sink fathoms deep,
To take the notes or just to sleep,
That is the question.

To be or not to be …
That is the question.
To buy N.C.E.R.T. books or not to buy,
To give the Monday Test or provide a fake,
To waste time or to utilize even the break,
That is the question.

To be or not to be …
That is the question.
To pen down something or to copy,
To make the chits or not to make,
To give the test just for namesake,
That is the question.
To be or not to be …
That is the question.


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